I have been so much better! My mother in law and my little sister (in law, but to me she’s just my little sister, she’s only 12) moved in with us and just having them around has brought life to the house again. Before they moved in with us i was getting really really bad, i mean i was just about at rock bottom. I was moping around and so depressed, and now it’s like there’s a sense of family & love around all the time. It feels wonderful I never want them to leave, in fact i told my mother in law she can just stay here with us forever because i love having her around. It’s a big house it needs life in it.

Barbie (my little sister) is at her dad’s for the weekend and i miss her so much already. She is the life of the house. Her giggling and her silliness makes the days much happier. She left this morning and i just can’t wait for her to come back already Even the dog is moping around. As a matter of fact here is a photo of them together

Aren’t they adorable?! She’s never had a dog of her own so she is like completely gaga over him. He loves her so much right back, them two are like two peas in a pod.

I’m hoping it will be nice enough this week to go out and take photos! I have this itch to go out and shoot. I guess it’s my good mood. I have that spirit back, you would know what i mean if you’ve ever been depressed you like lose yourself and it’s horrible. I feel so happy and so ready to just live, love and laugh again. Well anyway.. i got to get going, i have clothes to put away that i washed and my room needs a good dusting. Hope you enjoy the weekend

With Love,
C

I tied a string around my heart so i do not forget,
that you always held my hand so i would never slip.

I took a photograph of the memories so i can always see,
that no matter what i did you never stopped loving me.

Now i must accept, that Jesus took you home
it’s not going to be easy, this i already know.

I’ll always have you with me no matter where i go,
your spirit walks beside me, I’ll never be alone.

Today is the day that i have to say goodbye,
I have to let you go even if i cry.

Your in heaven now, you no longer feel pain
I have to go on even though I’m not the same.

You’ll always be my daddy, that I’ll have forever
this is just temporary, one day we’ll be together.