Everything is fuzzy i don’t know my way I’m breaking without
sound. My world is changing everything in my life is upside
down. So many choices but which one is right so many decisions
that keep me awake at night. Afraid of the outcome not sure i
want to know worried about our future so many paths but which
one to chose? Life, breathing, sleeping seems so much
harder then it used to feelings trapped emotions wordless anger
but not at you. Pain inside cries loud enough to break your
eardrums but no noise to hear. I feel so many things but most
of all i feel fear.

© Christine Delissio 2009

It’s a hot August day in Knocknaree a small town in Dublin Ireland. Three twelve year old kids Adam, Jamie and Peter run into the woods around 3:00pm near their homes to play. Peter promises his mother he would be home at 6:30 for tea. Hours pass and none of the children come home. The police arrive and the search of the woods begin and find only one child in the woods his shoes are soaked in blood, his shirt is ripped and he has no memory of what happened to him and his friends. After several attempts to question him the police get nowhere he cannot remember a single thing.

20 years later detective Rob Ryan is working a murder case of a twelve year old girl in that same small town in those same woods. No one but his partner Cassie knows he’s the boy who came out of those woods alone all those years ago. After what happened to him he left Knocknaree and his name behind to start a new life. Going back to those woods will not be easy for Rob he never imagined going back. Thinking he can just keep who he really is a secret Rob continues with the investigation until he finds evidence that the case he is working on now may be linked to the case from when he was a child. If who he really was got out he would be taken off the case because of emotional involvement and possibly lose his career for not mentioning it from the get go. Faced with a decision Rob decides to keep on with the investigation but will his past catch up with him?

Book written by Tana French

Just when i think we finally got rid of winter i turn on the news to find out they’re expecting snow!! I was looking forward to the tulips coming up and now i here this. Ok so i will get over it.

I finished reading the last Twilight book now i can get back to In The Woods. I can’t believe i am still reading that book. I usually finish a book within 3 days but this one every time i go to read it i get side tracked. It’s a great book so far so it isn’t like it’s boring me i just can’t seem to keep on track these days. I also went and bought some more books… not like i need anymore books i have so many i can’t keep count anymore i just like to buy them and who can pass up a good book when it’s on clearance for $1 or $2? Well Belong To Me was not on clearance but that’s a different story lol I had to get it.

Well i guess I’m going to attempt to read for awhile before i go to bed.

I never imagined i would become this obsessed with anything ever again but i never was good at predictions. I haven’t stopped reading since i watched the movie. You have to know what i am talking about.. what else but Twilight?! I never bothered to read it thinking i wouldn’t be interested until i seen the movie. I have spent the last few days with my face stuck in the books. I never stop reading not unless i have to.. you know for everyday things like eating, bathing, taking care of my dogs, the house stuff and long enough to pretend i am listening to what my husband is saying as he speaks to me. I am now on Breaking Dawn at least 1/2 way through it. I haven’t been this addicted to something since Harry Potter!

I am waiting patiently for my husband to come home and trying my best to stay away from the book for awhile but i am slowly losing the battle if he doesn’t get home soon i am very afraid he won’t see me at all until the moment i finish this book. I have no will power lol Well i must find things to keep me busy :p Have a great weekend!