I tied a string around my heart so i do not forget,
that you always held my hand so i would never slip.

I took a photograph of the memories so i can always see,
that no matter what i did you never stopped loving me.

Now i must accept, that Jesus took you home
it’s not going to be easy, this i already know.

I’ll always have you with me no matter where i go,
your spirit walks beside me, I’ll never be alone.

Today is the day that i have to say goodbye,
I have to let you go even if i cry.

Your in heaven now, you no longer feel pain
I have to go on even though I’m not the same.

You’ll always be my daddy, that I’ll have forever
this is just temporary, one day we’ll be together.

come with your brushes and paint the pale blue sky,
wrap me in your colors, paint me wings so i can fly.
put an ocean below me so i can see a whale,
maybe even a dolphin, so i have a story to tell.
the magic of your brushes can transform my world,
without your magic I’m just a normal girl.
you have the power, to make all my dreams come true,
so paint me a picture where i can be with you.

© Christine Delissio 2009

Everything is fuzzy i don’t know my way I’m breaking without
sound. My world is changing everything in my life is upside
down. So many choices but which one is right so many decisions
that keep me awake at night. Afraid of the outcome not sure i
want to know worried about our future so many paths but which
one to chose? Life, breathing, sleeping seems so much
harder then it used to feelings trapped emotions wordless anger
but not at you. Pain inside cries loud enough to break your
eardrums but no noise to hear. I feel so many things but most
of all i feel fear.

© Christine Delissio 2009